I just found out my cousin has cancer. He is 29 years old and the doctors gave him 2-3 years to live. I couldn't believe it. He is so young and has so much to life for. I haven't seen him or talked to him. What do you say? I don't know.
I have an ultrasound scheduled for tomorrow. If all is well then it's the IUI. I told my husband yesterday that I keep having dreams about the medicine I'm taking, weird dreams. I have told myself that the IUI's are not going to work. My husband asked why and I told him I don't want to get my hopes up. He said to let go of those emotions, but it's hard.
On a happier note, Valentines day is a week away. I asked Noah what he was going to get me and he said flowers. We went to Lucky's a few days later and he showed me the flowers he was going to get me. It's the first Valentines day he is going to buy me something. We've decided to go to Cheesecake Factory then Pier 39. Hopefully it's not to cold.
